Monday, August 27, 2007

=TO WHOM IT MAKE CONCERN=

25 of august 2007, I will always remember this date. Cause its the day i lost 1 of the great thing in this world. I lost my Dear GF.

I m stupid. Y just a simple thing i cant do it perfect. I m really stupid. Cant even protect the girl tat i love. Y? Y? just some simple matter i cant do it and now i lost her. I m sry tat i disappointed all of my friends n also my family. But the most important is I disappointed *her. I know sorry is useless but othere then tat i don know wat can I say. Sorry is useless but its come out from my heart.. I m really Sorry for everything..

I swear to the god, just if I got another chance I will do the best n give her the best of my life. I will nvr done all the stupid things again, cause till now I only
realise how hard is it to find a girl tat u really fell in love with.

I m not a 100% good BF but I will do watever for u just because I really love u. I have learn this great lesson n I wont make the same mistake again. I ald disappointed u twice n I wont disappointed u the 3rd time. PLs trust me...

There is so many people in this world. Its really hard to find a girl or a guy tat we really love, so y must we give up? Its not tat easy to give up on u, n I don wanna do so. I really love ya lots.. I know its useless now.. No matter how much I love u, Its ald too late....

No one will understand my feeling now. Its a horrible feeling tat i ever have. I don wanna have it. I want back my happy feeling while together with u. It was the most happier day in my life while being with u. Its truth.. trust me.. I have nvr been so happy b4. I have nvr love a girl so much b4. U r the 1st one for me n the last 1 for me also. I m serious.

Guys n Girls, pls appreciate your BF of GF. No matter wat they did just talk to them nicely n things sure can solve cause Its not easy to find a girl or boy tat u really fell in love.

THINGS TAT I DID WRONG:-
1. I do not respect u, always forcing u to do the things u don like.

2. I m selfish, don listen to wat u say.

3. I m not honest enough to tell u everything.

4. When u need me, I m not with u.

My big mistake is tat I care for u too much tat i thought tat everything i tell u it will make u angry so better i don tell u, but I din realise tat now it cause us problem. I should be honest to u earlier. I learn my mistake now. I really learn it.

U, will be always in my heart. No matter where m I, when u need me, I will be there for u. I really hope to get the last chance to love u, to care u n to protect u just like b4 but surely 1 thing will be totally different, I WILL BE HONEST TO U N LISTEN TO WAT U SAY.

I m awake for 5+ hours (cant remember how long). I hope I can sleep too. At least if 1 day u wanna c me, I can show u my fresh n nice face but not a panda eye with a half dead face.

I m nthing to scare bout now. I lost all my things. N the most important thing is tat I LOST U. Without your support, I don konw how long i can stand on it. I pray to the god everyday just hope tat u will give me the last chane n accept my apologise. This is the 1st time tat i apologise with all my heart in it.

I promise to the god tat I wont make u cry or hurt u again. I will be honest to u. I will love u, care u, protect u n accompany u whenever u need me. I will be there to share your happiness or sadness with u always. N I would not leave u alone anymore. PLS TRUST ME. I don care people laugh at me or wat, cause I just want u to know wat i feel now. This is all my feeling now.

I wonder if u will still view my profile n u can c this or not. But i really hope tat u can c this n think carefully for our future. I know I cant force u, but I hope u will just think carefully 1st. Don care wat other people say 1st, pls think carefully n give me a chance to prove u wat I say. PLS TRUST ME FOR THE LAST TIME. DON LEAVE ME ALONE.... Our future will be full of happiness.. no more arguement.. Don be so rush of it, I will wait for u. NO matter wat happen U r really important to me. Lastly i would like to say 1 more time with all my heart on it